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Kurogi FoxSIV

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In all of my life, I am always fighting, against someone-in-sight or something-invisible.
Whether it's the surrounding hostile(s) or the darkness of myself, they come to attack/kill me (in my sleep).
A little tired of living.　But, If I lose, the darkness of myself engulfs me and I may become pieces of data that'll be dispersed

... No, I am Not gonna end up like that way - I have never been “lived” my life satisfactorily enough yet！

いつ何時も、｢目に見える誰か｣ あるいは ｢目には見えない何か｣ と闘っている。
それが ｢周囲の敵｣ であれ、｢自身の闇｣ であれ、どいつも隙あらば寝首を掻きにやって来るのだから。

もはや生きる事に少々疲れてしまった。
が、もしも この闘いに敗れたならば、僕は自身の闇に呑まれ、データの欠片となって散逸するのであろう。

・・・否だ。そんな末路を辿るの〝だけ〟は断じてお断りだ。未だ、満足に〝生きた〟覚えは無い！

Music recommended for such situation ： Mega Man Battle Network ４ - Battle with Myself

Mairo

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In response to blip #117353

@GlitchedSystem: because it's simply arbitary limit put in place to avoid people from getting to page 8927, because furher you go in pages, harder it becomes on servers and you most likely should be refining search terms or such if you are at page 750 anyway. 750 should not be too low amount which is why it was that.

KynikossDragonn

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In response to blip #117365

My father barely survived a medical malpractice situation that left him suffering from a serious gangrene infection, I'm not very optimistic he'll survive surgery to remove the cancer and the subsequent chemotherapy that'll most likely be a thing too.

Honestly, all I ever seem to do is annoy the hell out of everybody in the "blips" with my thinly veiled attempts at being "happy and positive", so maybe things will just be better off here without me anyways regardless.

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    GlitchedSystem

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    How come e621's search engine gets all confused once you reach page 750? Seems like an odd number for a limit to hit. Or is it different depending on how many images you have per page?

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    garfieldfromgarfield

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    hey so!!!! i wrote a greentext on /hmoma/ about beau animal crossing and it got featured and its own page was made!!!!! i'm super giddy about it!!!!!! please read it here !!!!

    W0LFB3AT5

    Member
    In response to blip #117337

    DragonFox69 said:
    Your sister is awesome! ^_^

    She is! And thank you. 😊

    KynikossDragonn said:
    @Kemonophonic: @W0LFB3AT5: Meanwhile I'm just continuing to do everything with a QWERTY keyboard because I'm hopelessly poor. And the software I use only works with PC keyboards or actual MIDI connected keyboards the latter of which I don't have nor will I ever have in my life time.

    Hey now, don’t beat yourself up. Start off simple and work your way up with what you have. And I guarantee you’ll get what you want. As the generic saying goes: “Believe in yourself!”

    KynikossDragonn

    Member
    In response to blip #117332

    @Kemonophonic: @W0LFB3AT5: Meanwhile I'm just continuing to do everything with a QWERTY keyboard because I'm hopelessly poor. And the software I use only works with PC keyboards or actual MIDI connected keyboards the latter of which I don't have nor will I ever have in my life time.

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    W0LFB3AT5

    Member
    In response to blip #117331

    Kemonophonic said:
    @W0LFB3AT5: Nice! I have a Novation Launchkey that I use with Reason.

    This feels like a new upgrade to me though. Now I can actually use an actual launchpad with FL Studio as my primary music making besides using my tablet.

    I’ll could probably now use that as a backup. 😄