@Mutisija: TvTropes calls characters like that "Camp Straight".

@kamimatsu: However, I am forced to curb it I public, instead pushed to hide behind a facade of "dark/benign mysteriousness", much like a "detective-type". It may bringeth loneliness , but thus is un fair trade-off for not being fully outcast by most.

@kamimatsu: Well... I guess I myself tend to be "Camp straight".

I admit that being of free and acceptable "gay/Happy", girly behavior/mannerisms makes me feel so... Belonged to/loved/joyful, though I am NOT actually Gay myself.(1/2)

@kamimatsu: Ideally I am very feminine, unt Pinkie Pie plus Fluttershy- like in public, as this brings my spirit utmost joy. (2/3)