Xadera is a pervert. She plays with herself a lot. So much so that she often induces lactation in herself. She'll continue playing with herself, milking herself, and her breasts grow larger to keep up with demand. Her milk also causes cocks to grow when ingested, or causes a cock to be grow if the ingester lacks one (like herself, which is also then played with). Xadera is a pervert.

While my original Xadera will always have a place in my heart, she wasn't a very good fursona XD I developed her in her own little world, with too much emphasis on appealing to as many of my fetishes as possible (and there were still some missing), resulting in something so complicated that even I had to look at the reference sheet to recall what was going on XD Some of the things I wasn't even interested in; I just thought they would be "intriguing" at the time. So, with more thought, here's a "closer" Xadera:

Xadera

Reference Sheet

Description

Xadera is perverted. She'll make perverted jokes, pervert things others say in her mind, and she'll often be day-dreaming about perverse things. She can be pretty outgoing, using her perversion as a method of breaking the ice, though she's also fairly private. She doesn't quite share her perversion with others, in the intimate sense. She'd rather save that for someone she really cares for. However, that doesn't mean she doesn't do perverted things. In fact, she'll quite frequently be playing with herself. Very, very frequently... Half the time she's not even aware she's doing it, driven by both habit and a fidgety nature. Sometimes she'll even focus on holding her tail so as to prevent her idle hands from venturing about (equivalent to sitting on one's hands, but in her case that's a little too close to where her idle hands would venture XD).

One of the things her hands are most frequently occupying herself with are her nipples, causing them to stand quite tall when erect.
It's even gotten to the point where she can readily induce lactation. Her breasts don't always produce milk, as some weeks her hands might find something else to play with or her mood might prevent her from doing so, but when they do it doesn't stop her. If she does continue playing with her nipples, chances are she'll milk them so much that her mammary glands will grow to meet the demand. Her breasts will expand until either the milk production matches how much she plays, or she eventually takes effort to ween herself down. In either case, much of the milk might end up in bottles in the refrigerator for future use, or a bunch of it will end up being ingested as she sucks on her own nipples.

However, Xadera's milk isn't ordinary breast milk. It's a slight aphrodisiac, but that's to be expected. What her milk is most notable for is the fact that the penis of anyone who drinks her milk will temporarily grow in size and semen volume, proportional to how much they drink in how much time. And if they don't have a penis, they grow one! (The shape of a newly-grown penis varies with body-type and current mood of the ingester, including the occasional lack of external testicles) Which often leaves Xadera with a pretty hefty member.

It is unknown as to whether it's the exended exposure she has to her own milk that has caused her clitoris to be fairly large (since it grows into a big cock so often), or if it's just from her playing with it so much. It is also unknown what the effects of excessive ingestion leads too, or what second-hand ingestion of her milk might do.

And despite all her playing, Xadera doesn't actually climax too often. She usually only masturbates to full orgasm about once a week. That doesn't mean she's not horny the rest of the week - quite the opposite - but she's not usually an orgasmic-fiend. Though you may want to watch out for the weeks she sometimes is >. >

Extra Stuff

Wet?
She's no longer constantly slipping in her own puddles. Though, she still does. Playing with yourself all week without orgasm can get the juices flowing really well XD Which can often be the reason Xadera finally decides to orgasm. And to answer a related question, yes she still sometimes wears diapers to help solve the flow.

Eggs?
Her menstruation is still replaced by oviposition, though the amount of eggs and the frequency of laying are pretty random. Sometimes she'll wake up with a single egg nestled between her thighs, other times she might find moving difficult for an entire week.

Clothes?
Yes! She wears clothes. Even moreso now that she's not so wet and has to worry about two different sizes. Xadera prefers skirts and short-shorts over pants, though, and she'll avoid denim jeans if she can. Bathing suits and other skin-tight wear can be a bit of an issue, as putting her hand underneath to play with herself is a bit more obvious :P (Not that she won't wear them, but she's more keen to hold her tail XD)

Irises?
Xadera's irises are not black because they do not just absorb light. They are lit up from behind due to her wandering imagination. When she's particularly lost in thought (such as with a day-dream, or even a night one), her eyes will brighten appropriately. And if you look deep into her eyes, you can the shadows of the images that dance within her mind.

Ears?
Her ears are something she'll often be playing with. They are large and quite sensitive, and massaging them can infect her with a bit of restless leg syndrome or send her tail in a tizzy. While they normally point out from either side of her head, they can still bend back easily and allow her to sleep on them without any problems. Just don't yank on them or pierce them o.o

Xadera is a single character that I can say is closer to "me" and I can identify more with, something that others can look at and have a better idea of who I am. She may be overly complicated, but all my creations are XD So that's kinda a reflection of me, for better or for worse. And a lot of her is very sexual/perverted. I enjoy being perverted because it's fun and makes me happy, so I like to focus on it to counter all the sadness ^^;

Xadera has two forms, a child form and an adult form. On a normal basis, she's in her child form. When significantly aroused, she'll quite literally mature, growing into a rather well endowed adult ;3 Partially this helps to not make it so wierd when associating Xadera with sexual stuff and also because I like the idea of a loli suddenly "filling out" X3 Plus, like I said, I'm an adult when I need to be ^^
Child (normal) form
Personality
Xadera loves to be near water, in either child or adult form. She will swim for hours on end every day and relax in the tranquility of nature. She will curl up under a tree and rest her eyes, or play with the butterflies amidst the lush vegetation that tends to flourish around clean water. She is probably like a nymph in this aspect, practically tied to the water itself, preferring to stay in it rather than venture into some populated area.

However, this hermetic lifestyle also leaves Xadera rather lonely. While in her child form, inside she's somewhat melancholic and quite shy. Not that she'll let it show all that much. She'll put on a happy face and try to be cheery all the time. Sadness resonates between people, and she wouldn't want to make others sad. Occasionally, she'll even summon up the courage to actually approach someone, even if she might act a little awkward in doing so. She's smart for a child, but it'll make her more goofy than suave when the shyness muddles the mixture.

Whatever the case may be, Xadera tries to be nice to everyone. It's easy to be mean, in a way, and it's just nice to be nice. She understands that people have many different aspects, and she accepts just about everyone. Though, she'll avoid drama for the mostpart. Drama isn't very pleasant...

Physical Description
Xadera's child form is about that of a 9-year-old, though that may not be her true age. At about 3'7", Xadera's fairly slender. She has three sets of breasts, with the top pair of nipples being puffy and barely even an A-cup. The other two sets are aligned below, with the lowest about even with her belly button. Her hair descends to the small of her back, and she has long, pointy ears, like how Cheezy drew Rael's (god I love those ears), except they are slightly limp and longer, such that if she were to put her arms out to her sides, the tips of the ears might scrape her elbows.

There's a sort of mane that travels down her spine under her hair, terminating just above her tail. It's fur, instead of hair, and is extremely soft, full, and light. She has similar fur on her chest in a triangle pointed into the cleavage of her top pair of breasts, as well as some in her pubic region instead of actual pubic hair.

She has a thin tail that begins at the top of her butt-cleavage (butt-cleavage is amusing XD) and is prehensile, reaching about a foot past her feet, ending in a sorta demonic-looking spade. The "spade" is supple and can curl onto itself parallel to the tail, tight enough to crush a pencil if need be. The underside of the spade is smooth and velvely to the touch. The outerside is still supple, but has a ribbed texture, which becomes extra pleasant when curled up and used for fun <3

Xadera's vulva, even in child form, is developed and can be pleasurable for penetration during sex, should she maintain her child form for some reason. However, it is always dripping wet with lubricant. This... causes some problems. Sometimes, on the small chance that she goes out, she will wear a diaper to keep from creating a mess and drawing unwanted attention. Otherwise, if she's not near water and does not wear a diaper, she might use some "toys" or other tricks to maintain her adult form, where she's usually not as wet.

She does not normally use the diaper for any sort urination or defication, just for the sole purpose of keeping her dry and not causing a scene. Since Xadera spends most of her time in water or the surrounding flora, there's no need to wear a diaper. But, when venturig into populated areas, creating puddles of slime wherever you stand causes undesirable stares and is rather humiliating. Wearing a diaper, while embarassing, is far less embarassing than that. And the diapers are normally well hidden underneath her cloths, though she'll still blush constantly at the crunching that probably only she notices.

There is occasionally some other uses for her diaper, on the other hand. As the slickness begins to build up, things start rubbing in a somewhat sensitive kind of way... Like sticking a pillow between your legs and humping slowly with each step, it can make her a little bit aroused. Not so much that she'll grow to adulthood, but enough to engorge her clitoris by several inches. At the same time, not enough to let her testicles descend or the clitoris to flare. More often than not, the procession will eventually climax into a gentle, quite hot, ejaculation for several minutes. Even through the intense embarassment doing so causes, she'll look a bit dorky as her lower bits begin swimming in her own, warm cum with her mind reeling in orgasm. Until the stuff starts seeping out the edges and down her legs, awakening her to her predicament such that she'll run off and hide...

There is a rather uncommon chance that she might actually urinate in her diaper. This is never intentional, but instead a sort of side-effect of staying in the water all the time where you can normally just let yourself go. When her lubricant builds up, it's reminiscent being in water, and things proceed accordingly... Once she catches on to what she's doing, however, she'll run off and hide, scolding herself...

Reference Picture (click here) (dead link)

Adult (aroused) Form
Personality
When in her adult form, Xadera's shyness and meloncholy falls away to the bliss of arousal. She may even actively initiate some play with others. She's so horny, logic and reason tend to disintegrate to lust and attraction. She'll especially swoon when something appeals to her tastes.

Despite her hyper-sexual behavior, adult-Xadera is very loving and is rather motherly in her affection. She'll give plenty of attention to those she is with. She is also quite the cuddler and loves to bond with others through the act of suckling. Almost like a mother and her child, adult-Xadera will wish for the best for those she cares for, even if it may not actually be beneficial for herself. Generosity is nice ^^

Though, unless she is treated likewise, she will revert back to her child form before she is done snuggling, and if she hasn't fallen asleep already, she will quickly become shy again and wholly embarassed, then quickly slinking away and hiding if possible. It can be rather awkward ^^;

Physical Description
As an adult, Xadera really fills out. About 6' high at most, her hips are much wider, her rear is nice and plump, and her top pair of breasts become massive. The second pair underneath are also large but tend to be overshadowed by the above pair, which they support. The final pair also supports the middle pair slightly, and are about equivalent to D-cups in size. All pairs will have very plump nipples and can lactate appropriately for their size, with the top pair practically gushing when triggered. When individually aroused, the nipples of her top pair can become several inches long and over an inch thick with their stiffness, the lower pairs doing the same relative to their size.

Xadera's ears become quite large, no longer able to hold themselves up and droop down to her hips, while still retaining a slender shape. Her hair doesn't grow much longer, descending only just past her shoulder blades. The fur remains the same length, if growing a bit more over the expanded surface area to maintain the similar markings. Her tail becomes much longer, reacher nearly 8', as well as growing slightly thicker overall, with the spade at the end probably doubling in size. With the greater length, she will tend to wrap it about her waist like a belt.

Her labia are significantly plumper, with the inner labia decorating the outer with a pink frill around the ripe slit. She is no longer as wet, with most of her juices keeping her sex nice and slick without wasting a drop. Her vagina is also quite muscular, akin to a dolphin's in that the muscle control allows her to really contract her vagina or even perform a sort of 'sucking' action. Whatever action it performs usually shifts with the intensity of intercourse, though she can do certain things at will if she tries.

And since Xadera is most often aroused in this state, she will be sporting a little something extra. Through a series of change, her clitoris will protrude well from her hood. If you know of Linty's Lamedh story, the way he drew the main character's clit just before pulling back the foreskin is a good example of what it looks like. It will keep growing longer, sometimes reaching two feet in length when especially aroused. At the base of the clitoris, just past the hood, a bulb will form, much like a canine knot. When the knot appears, usually large testicles will descend from her abdomen, into a stretchier portion of the anterior labia minora, creating a sac. The ball-sac can resemble much like a horse's in terms of size, shape, and thus will tend to bounce between her thighs. And just before ejaculation, the tip of the clitoris will literally crack open and blossom like a sort of flower before erupting with a tremendous amount of semen. The flaring glans may be more difficult to remove, but is still quite supple and may bend enough to wedge its way out in some cases. At this point, the clitoris looks much akin to a flower's stigma, even though it's of the opposite gender. In terms of the cum itself, Xadera will continue to ejaculate for several minutes, similar to how a boar ejaculates except with stages that are much different. I haven't quite determined how, yet, but I'm sure it'll be nice and messy ;3 The clitoris can ejaculate without flaring, should she not be aroused enough or some other issue (often as a child), in which case a tiny hole will crack through the tip and begin spraying. The stream is aptly thinner, causing the distance of ejaculation to increase proportionally.

Reference Picture (click here)
And here's another nice one ^^

Transformation
The transformation between the two forms in a normal case follows after becoming significantly aroused in her child form. First, her vulva will begin to plump. This is often quite big compared to her child-form, and will cause her bikini's, panties, and occasionally even diapers to "ride up". Usually, this serves as a warning for her to strip or change to a stretchier outfit, or else tear what she's wearing to shreds. Her clitoris will swell out of it's hood as her breasts fill out, growing taller with her tail hovering in the air for room as it gets longer. Her ears also follow behind until she finally makes up her adult form.

Cycles
The above transformation is only in the case of a normal day, outside of her cycles, without any variation in weather. The latter portion is due to her closeness with nature, and so a change in weather can cause a hormonal imbalance. The changes from such an imbalance can vary greatly, such as her breasts growing while still in her child form or still acting like a child while in her adult form. There's also some foods that may cause some reactions, though they aren't as common. Otherwise, she has two, monthly cycles, a sort of "estrus" period and a sort of "anestrus" period.

During estrus, or in heat, her child form will often find itself with aspects of her adult form. She will often be aroused, but only the higher degrees of arousal will actually trigger a full transformation, sometimes leaving her in her child form while running around with a 2-foot long erection and testicles bouncing against a heavily engorged, still dripping vulva, looking for some relief, or some other unfortunate proportions/circumstances. When her heat peaks, she will remain in her adult form for nearly a day straight. Occasionally this peak goes a little overboard and she can be stranded in a lone spot with tits too big to move and too far out of reach to milk to regain her movement or balls so large that she will ejaculate for a couple of hours straight.

During anestrus, Xader is rarely aroused, thus maintaining her child form for the mostpart. If she does happen to get aroused, her adult form will often retain some of the child-form aspects. Also, anestrus is the cause for her monthly haircuts. During anestrus, both hair and fur grow surprisingly long. Often by the end of anestrus, she'll have trouble tripping over the hair from her head, half her breasts would be covered in the sliky-soft locks on her chest, she'll have entwined her mane about her tail, and have braided her pubic fur down to her knees. Afterwards, she'll shave/trim it herself and puts the soft fur to use. Like making her own clothes, for instance ;3 The stuff is very comfortable and feels great against the skin.

She also has a yearly cycle of egg-production, a sort of replacement for menstration that doesn't happen during her other cycles. This will result in a pregnant-esque belly in either form (looking disproportionally large in her child form) and end after about 2 weeks with a day of laying rather large, hard-shelled eggs, numbering around a dozen (one for each month, give or take a few). Usually the laying itself will get her aroused enough to be in her adult form for most of the process, and if not she might be a little sore afterwards. However, these eggs are not fertile unless she has had sex within the week beforehand. Otherwise, she can get pregnant normally but is mostly receptive during estrus. Don't ask me how the children from the oviposition differ from normal birth, I don't know XD

Cycle Examples (click here)

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A couple of extra notes:

Does Xadera wear clothes?
Yes, yes she does, even though I'm too bad at it to actually draw her that way XD Xadera is quite self-conscious and will wear clothes if there's even the slightest chance she will be seen by others. She does have a few private water-holes she can freely skinny-dip in, but otherwise she has an assortment of bathing suits like one would have an assortment of normal clothes. They're store-bought and many are extra-stretchy to accomodate her transformation, though many kid-sized brands don't quite keep up ^^; She also buys a few pairs of hip-hugging denim jeans and some other sexy things for her adult form and she can survive in just an adult shirt as a child. Otherwise, she's makes stuff out of her own fur/hair. It's not as gross as that may sound, because it's similar to a sheep's wool or a worm's silk in it's usability. Laziness has been the reason to some rather fuzzy looking clothes, though XD She tends to stay away from panties in her child form, for obvious reasons ^^; But if someone else decided to dress her up in some... well, Xadera won't fight back ;P

Why so much about diapers?
Because I wanted to make it clear that Xadera doesn't wear them for the infantilism or scat aspects. To me, diapers are interesting in much the same way as latex or leather or other clothes. They give the image of a large butt and wide hips. They are also a good way of hiding sexual exploits in public while serving as a reminder of what you're doing, as well as comfort that you won't be caught. And as for the small bit of urination... What can I say? The desparation and humiliation aspects of watersports kinda intrigues me ^^; It's the dirty-ness that kinda keeps me from really liking it...

What to stay away from with her?
I really, really don't like scat. I can handle it, and I don't mind if others like it, but I don't want to be involved with it, it's too dirty. That also applies to anal. As a wise lady once said "But that's where I poop from!" or something >. > Gore is similar. While an amputee or some scarring might be cute (in a non-sexual way), the actual act disturbs me... Owwww. Not that some torture is bad, like some spanking and whatnot. Just don't get too bloody or painful ;)

DnD-wise
Xadera is pretty much Chaotic Neutral, if you wanted to give her an alignment. I love my CN characters ^^ And Xadera is kinda reminiscent of my most favorite character, one whom I had felt quite the connection to, which was a Druid. I find comfort in trees and water and animals and stuffs =3

What is Xadera?
I know, I know, most fursonas are usually a single animal or a hybrid of a few animals. But, I like sooo many animals, I just couldn't decide. And I didn't want to be completely fuzzy, because the feel of some nice, supple skin is ~<3 If you really wanted to categorize her, she'd be a... sheep, dog, dolphin, rabbit, pig, cow, egg-laying something, demon, plant, futa, horse - girl.... or something XD If you want, you can just give her a generic label of 'Fey'.

Why the child form?
Even though I'm now 23, I still think of myself as a kid rather than an adult. In fact, I don't ever want to be an adult except when I need to be for someone else, because everything feels 'new' and interesting to a child, and there's a sort of innocence. Being an adult means cementing yourself in a set way of thinking, something I hope I never do.

Why 9-years-old, specifically?
Because that was the age when I had my first crush ^^; And the crush never had a 'reality check' about how bad that relationship would have been, because the person moved away before I learned anything bad about them XD So I still kinda have the crush, actually >. >