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My Everything
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An act of love can be the perfect proof to know how crazy a person can be, before, to Fennix, he found it just a foolish thing, on the mind of the red fox, if someone acts in name of the love to justify a clearly improper act, is just an idiot that really needs help to regain his sanity and come back to the really. The suffocating feelings of the hypocrisy about the current scenario is for Fennix, a sick joke of the life. How the hell he and his precious brother ended like this? Fennix can't says it, he really, don't know how this happened; how he can do this with Volpez?
Stressed, his answer to scenes where the stress and the angst are so much, a shower always help him, the warm water relaxing his mind and body always help him, however, this time, not matter how much the water feels, in his mind, just a word sound, "Volpez". Before, he can say the much he love Volpez, how much he feels proud of him, but now, this words feels hard, heavy, feels like two ropes are suffocating his heart and soul. He really wanted want says "This isn't fine!" or "We can't do this"; he really want be a older brother that acts with head and responsibility, however, when Volpez smile, his heart feels warm, he can't stop just enjoy of just being near of the white fox, he can't stop loves the person that he is, he just can't stop love the most important one of his life.
Everything feels like as.
The sound of the curtain of the bathroom moving awoke Fennix from his thoughts. He knows who is, he doesn't want turn around, he doesn't want to explore more of this feeling; however, both of them know that this is something that must clarify. With the heart feeling heavy, he turn around, the looking of Volpez naked and with his fur wet by the warm water, both of them are just looking at other. The sound of the water falling is not enough to silence the hearts beats that both can hear.
Fennix looks at the face of the white fox, who have a soft expression in it, they are near to the each other, however, nobody dare to break that little but significant space between them, the sound of the water falling continue, which it doesn't last long at the moment that Fennix speak.
"Vol...We...", he feels like that he must say it. "Our relationship is...", just a little more, "I... really... wanted", the poor red fox, curses himself, he knows that he feels, he don't want it, he don't want hurt want Volpez, he want the best for him, however, the words don't come.
"Is... fine, i really, understand, don't be... I mean, it's hard, I'm sorry-", "Wait! is not your fault! It's mine! I mean, i have the responsibility, don't apologize!"-
"Fen, please, i bear responsibilities too, I-"
"No, you're fine, I should been act better! I got carried away and that hurt you."
"Fen, every time that we're together, I don't feel hurt, or something like that! I really loved having this; this more intimate... you know, but i fear that you're getting hurt for something that you don't want."
"Vol, it's not that... I... really love, you know, but, I don't want be a bad person to you, i want the best for you. I really wanted, however, the idea of end this... why feels so bad? Vol... i just wanted..."
The sound of the water falling deafens the bathroom again, there is no more talk, just the invisible wall that separated both brothers. Volpez just smiled, a sweet and soft smile. Fennix loves that smile; it always remember him why he loves that white fox. Volpez then breached the little space that was keeping them separated, face to face, both foxes just looking at each other.
"I really wanted this, but if you don't want it, I understand. So please, Fennix, I just, wanna see you happy; i will not take it badly, i swear."
Fennix so, just, smile. "I'm suppose to be the big brother, am I really too bad to be a decent one?"
"You're the best, and that why I love you."
Then, the white fox brings his face to Fennix, and their lips touch each other; the white fox hugs the older fox, despite their tongue touching, there is not a lust desire. The feeling of the warm water over their bodies is not enough to clean the dirty feeling of Fennix, but, the touch and kiss of Volpez, feels like all feels better. He still feels dirty and a part of him is asking himself if he lost his sanity, but, feeling Vol on his side and that, his warm, and his love...
Both can say that, despite all, a part of them actually accept this feeling for the other; that, maybe, they are just two crazy people living a crazy reality where, the insane of the answer can sound, are happy.
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