I’m baked as hfuck right now and I was just thinking like. What is even up???? Am I a girl?? I don’t know. I just danced for the first time ever cause I was always scared too around my family. It felt really good. It felt like the first time I wasn’t hyper aware of where my limbs and waist are but still while feeling where they are. Wow. What if instead of all these strict structures like gender ethnicity nationality like. What. If we just were ourselves whatever that looks like and someone else walked up and was like I like you and then the other person was like thanks I like you too let’s be friends: and then they were friends. Like, awesome???? What’s up?????? With not doing that. We can do better; I believe it. We have to care for each other and the world and all these like fascist ass capitalist corporatist imperialist billionaires want to do bad things to the world and release dangerous chemicals and contaminate the ofean. And Elon is just destryojng the earth and then he’s like okay other billionaires follow me to mars we will colonize mars to save humanity. FUCK YOU. Earth is where we all belong and it’s what we must tend to and improve in its vitality. If earth dies we go down to. Be kind to the earth, it needs many friends. And am I a girl? What is a girl? And am I just non binary and sometimes change between identifying with more masculine traits and feminine traits? Is that cool? I already identify ae non binary, but maybe there’s a twist to it I didn’t know. This has gone on really long. I just came to e621 to masturbate while I was high but I just had all these thoughts and ideas (which rhyme with grug) in my head that I wanted to get out there. So whoever you are you are so cool and I see the things that make you you and I think they’re really cool and I’m giving you a high five

Wow. I agree with what you're saying unless you said something really bad, in which case I strongly disagree.

I've got to say; Back when I used to get high, I tried a strain called 'Blue Dream' that put me into space...And I've NEVER rambled like that.
It was my third time smoking, and my friend offered it. I took 4 different hits because I was not feeling it. ...And then I felt it.

Like, I always thought the 'stream of consciousness while high' thing was a trope made for TV and movies. Because I have not once gone myself, or seen anyone go, verbally whitewater rafting like that.
And to type it out?

I feel like this is either done as a joke, or not weed at all.

I think OP is confusing weed with meth again.

oneohthrix said:
Wow. I agree with what you're saying unless you said something really bad, in which case I strongly disagree.

tl;dr I'm happy for you or sorry that happened

furry_birb said:
I've got to say; Back when I used to get high, I tried a strain called 'Blue Dream' that put me into space...And I've NEVER rambled like that.
It was my third time smoking, and my friend offered it. I took 4 different hits because I was not feeling it. ...And then I felt it.

Like, I always thought the 'stream of consciousness while high' thing was a trope made for TV and movies. Because I have not once gone myself, or seen anyone go, verbally whitewater rafting like that.
And to type it out?

I feel like this is either done as a joke, or not weed at all.

Eh I have gone on some GARBAGE rambles and spammed inane bullshit I thought was funny. How coherent it is varies.

Just woke up, it was in fact weed, I think that the insane rambling was just a me thing. I may or may not have just revealed some very deeply repressed feelings to myself, so that’s fun

mega_disappointment said:
Just woke up, it was in fact weed, I think that the insane rambling was just a me thing. I may or may not have just revealed some very deeply repressed feelings to myself, so that’s fun

It's better to find out now as it's much easier to break out of that shell when you're still living at home (i.e. with your family). So....get out there!

mega_disappointment said:
I’m baked as hfuck right now and I was just thinking like. What is even up???? Am I a girl?? I don’t know. I just danced for the first time ever cause I was always scared too around my family. It felt really good. It felt like the first time I wasn’t hyper aware of where my limbs and waist are but still while feeling where they are. Wow. What if instead of all these strict structures like gender ethnicity nationality like. What. If we just were ourselves whatever that looks like and someone else walked up and was like I like you and then the other person was like thanks I like you too let’s be friends: and then they were friends. Like, awesome???? What’s up?????? With not doing that. We can do better; I believe it. We have to care for each other and the world and all these like fascist ass capitalist corporatist imperialist billionaires want to do bad things to the world and release dangerous chemicals and contaminate the ofean. And Elon is just destryojng the earth and then he’s like okay other billionaires follow me to mars we will colonize mars to save humanity. FUCK YOU. Earth is where we all belong and it’s what we must tend to and improve in its vitality. If earth dies we go down to. Be kind to the earth, it needs many friends. And am I a girl? What is a girl? And am I just non binary and sometimes change between identifying with more masculine traits and feminine traits? Is that cool? I already identify ae non binary, but maybe there’s a twist to it I didn’t know. This has gone on really long. I just came to e621 to masturbate while I was high but I just had all these thoughts and ideas (which rhyme with grug) in my head that I wanted to get out there. So whoever you are you are so cool and I see the things that make you you and I think they’re really cool and I’m giving you a high five

For those that need a translator and tl;dr:

"I'm high as fuck right now and feel really good—even able to dance for the first time and not be embarrassed. I wish we could all just get along despite our differences with each other. Sadly, the corporate fat cats want to use and pollute the Earth's resources and it pisses me off, and I don't want to feel that way. I don't know what I am—if I'm a boy, girl, trans or non-binary, but I want to be your friend and I want to help the Earth."

All in all, Zeon Zum Deikun's ramblings before he was murdered. Sieg Zeon.

solluna said:
"...I wish we could all just get along despite our differences with each other. Sadly, the corporate fat cats want to use and pollute the Earth's resources and it pisses me off, and I don't want to feel that way."

That's me when sober, but it's not just the corporate fat cats who piss me off, but commies as well. But i can't find the right words to describe that feeling while fully sober. If i just let it out, i would likely end up with an incoherent rambling like OP's one.

My ADHD meds help me find the right words, but sometimes, those words feel forced and stiff; like i did not care about what i'm talking about, even if i really do. I guess it's just a matter of time before i learn how to properly communicate my ideas reliably. I think i'm on the right right track, as i have seen plenty of progress since i got my prescription. Not just in language, of course, but an elaboration on other improvements in my life would not only derail the thread, but also reveal many things about me that would be unwise to post on a forum.

Listen to and respect each other, even if you disagree with each other. I wish you all the best of luck.

Topic: What is up?????

The sky, you silly billy!

yeah you're geeking brah